You become almost apathetic to the pain…
All that was lost…those dreams swept away
Staggered around like a zombie lookin for a fix..shoot me up Doc….
Paint a smile on my face…..drank so much that I couldn’t even get drunk
Felt every minute of everyday, like sandpaper across my eyes….
One day you wake up, and the pain has all been compartmentalized. tucked away in the back of your brain, with the first time you saw a breast, never forgotten but hardly needed
Hope springs forth as you realize, Im not there anymore….Ive been reborn
Someone new steps nto your life, and the birds are singing again, and you are smiling again….cliche me to death but..time does heal all wounds
And the sadness? The misery? The empty feeling?.....