What kind of sun……..
Illuminates and breathes hope into vision, inspires with her beauty,
Electrifies with a touch, shows a thousand years with a smile….
Yet bathes me in shadow, and denies me a smile,
Leaving me in darkness, in emptiness, because I could not find the light?
What kind of sun….
Literally gives birth to life,and life to love, nurture to promise,
Sharing knowledge and joy, painting pictures of a thousand years…..
Yet locks me in perpetual night, all pale and shallow I’m now just a shadow,
Oh so close to the light, close enough to hope, to almost touch (touch) but not to have?
What kind of sun?
The one I can’t fucking have!